
Lush pot plant, spring 2011
I toggle between loving sundays and hating them, today I am loving it but that’s because I’m getting an extra Sunday tomorrow. Its May Day tomorrow and by definition its a day off for the workers but sadly as I have so much work to do I am going to need to break the rules and crack on tomorrow. I can work from home though so I’ll get up late, fanny around for a while and probably start after lunch.
I wish I was a morning person so I could get up early and “seize the day”. Sadly, if I wake up early it seems to be that I am worrying about work and yet am unable to use that time constructively. I am quite hard on myself in that respect and so I am determined to use this site as a creative vehicle to get my work life balance back on track. There are loads of things I would like to be able to spend my time on without feeling guilty… I fancy exploring some ideas now:
Gardening
I’ve always felt a sense of peace when mucking around in the vegetable patch. I love to plant seeds and watch them grow and then nurturing as young plants. I rarely manage to pick the produce at the right time and it ends up going to seed. It seems to be the process rather than the end result that gives me pleasure there.
Writing
Oh how I would love to be able to write short stories and even a novel, I’m not sure I really have a novel in me . Writing feels to me like having a really good friend to chat with. Its so therapeutic putting pen to paper, i like that better than typing, but I can’t write straight into a blog any other way. I am hoping this process of turning up regularly and writing about things that means a lot to me will help give me confidence to write for others to read.
Creating Warm Fuzzies
There are lots of things that give me warm fuzzies – a smile from my son, my fiance making me laugh, a nice snooze, a good meal, a lush cup of coffee, dark chocolate, a vivid flower in full bloom, eating a sweet pea off the plant, freshly cut grass, ticking something big off my to-do list, cuddling the cats, sitting in the sun, beautiful views, crashing waves, memories of happy times with lost loved ones, having a whole day ahead of me, holidays, days out with friends
Eliminating Cold Pricklies
There are lots of things that give me cold pricklies – time pressure, being chased to do things, having a day behind me where I haven’t achieved my goals, tiredness, thinking of the things I should have done but haven’t, wishing I’d done something creative and soul nurturing when I’ve spent all day online (I am hoping this site will help me fix this particular problem).
My biggest issue surrounds setting myself more realistic goals so I don’t end up feeling constantly disappointed by lack of achievement. I think I actually do get a lot done but I don’t give myself credit for it.
There is a lot of food for thought here and I very much like the idea of exploring these areas and many more to “give my head a shake” as my dad would say. I’m looking forward to adding in some great pictures here, I’m going to use Flickr images as they are so amazing.